Africa, December 2012
The hot African sun beat heavy on my back as clouds of dust
hit my face. I was traveling from village to village in a large open-bed truck
with a team of people whose purest desire was to spread God's love to the
poorest of the poor. I had been in Africa for close to three months and now I
was traveling through rural villages with a small tent, a backpack with a few
changes of clothes and plenty of sunscreen to appease my European genes.
Traveling through bumpy dirt roads, I stood at the front of the truck and
lifted my arms to the sky as wind hit my face and my eyes were consumed with
the beautiful landscape around me. My mind reflected on the times of discomfort
and struggle, fighting every bit of the entitled western mindset that was still
in me. My mind went back to the best experiences of my life, meeting so many
beautiful inspiring people, seeing God's love heal bodies and renew souls that
thought they were completely forgotten. In that moment, in the middle of the
African bush, my heart screamed, "I am fully alive!"
Growing up I always had a deep passion in my
spirit, but because I didn't know how to properly express what I felt, I always
found myself in trouble at school for "opposing authority”. But I
was simply a teenager that felt trapped in what seemed to be a half-baked
reality.
In tenth grade I ended up chatting with an old
friend Michael Rogerson (now one of my closest buddies) who I had led worship
with in our conservative church several years before. Since our time leading
worship Michael had moved to Vegas in pursuit of a sleight of hand career, but
when he returned to Florida he was at a dividing point between his traditional
Christian upbringing and the lifestyle he had seen openly expressed in Vegas – that
was until an old friend invited him to a small church gathering in someone's
living room. There he felt God’s presence in a raw and tangible way as he saw
physical healings happen before his eyes and God’s love expressed in ways he had
never seen before. He began excitedly expressing what he had seen, an
explanation that I remember going something like this: "Dude, I
like, freaking saw people healed, foreal! God is legit, man!" Long
story short, although everything he was saying sounded sketchy to me because of
my upbringing, I was hungry for something more, so I began to attend this house
church.
I had only been attending the house
church for several weeks when...
I was pumping up BMX bike tires in my
friend’s front yard. An old man with a cane was walking down the street and, being
the friendly boy that I was, I shouted, "How's it going?" As he
walked closer he replied, "Not very well," and began to tell me that
he was dying of cancer and only had several weeks left to live. For the first
time in my life I felt like God was speaking to me to pray for his healing, so
I asked if I could pray for him – and I’ll never forget his reply,
"Anything will help at this point." I looked back to my friends,
wondering how weird they would think I was and then put my hand on the man’s shoulder
and confidently, yet sincerely prayed for his healing. A month later my friends
told me that the man was completely better and had been looking for me to thank
me for my prayer. I remember thinking... Wow! Is this stuff real?
Never allow imaginary fears to define real
possibilities
Shortly after receiving this surreal news, the house church I was
attending invited me to go to Brazil with them for a two week mission trip. Of course,
I excitedly said "Yes" and even though I had only known them for a short period
of time, the family paid for most of my trip. While I was in Brazil my life was
completely flipped, turned upside-down (Yes, the Fresh Prince of Bellaire song
is playing in my head) and my heart was set ablaze for God’s love like it never
had been before. After returning, doors started opening up for me to go to places
like Guatemala, Jamaica and Dominican Republic.
God began showing me that he
wanted to use me in bringing his love to the nations. Over the years he
began to speak this truth more and more into my heart and when I graduated high
school I went to a three month mission school in Mozambique, Africa. Not long after returning from Africa, I met up
with a childhood friend Alex Lewis to spend a month and a half traveling in
Central America bringing God's love to the countries that we visited. Less than a year after, I connected with Matt Nations and Ryan
Jasper from Beautiful Feet and we found that our hearts all shared the same
passion for spreading God’s love and fighting physical and spiritual poverty in
real ways. It is amazing to see that
this connection has turned into what is now the 60 Days Walking journey. I am stoked out of my mind to join with Alex
and James as we embark on this trip as Beautiful Feet, spreading God’s love
everywhere that we travel.
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